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Hello, beautiful soul. Welcome back to the Abundance Club. This is the final episode of 2025. Here we have it. So my hope is, my intention is that this meets you, that it inspires you, that it nourishes you, and even that it gives you permission.
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And the permission here is really, really letting yourself take care of you. Why do we need permission for that? Right? And I feel like this time of year in particular, we need this reminder, because I know a lot of people have been feeling like the year has been a lot.
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And as we wind down and in this winding down, we're also doing all of the things to prepare for Christmas. Maybe you're traveling, maybe you're cooking, maybe you're preparing yourself to catch up with family and friends wherever you are. At, there can be a tendency, particularly if you have a family or you have children and, you know, a lot of energy is going out.
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So there can always be this tendency at this time of the year to forget about placing ourselves at the center of it. And I wonder whether you've been feeling this maybe a little bit more depleted, a little bit more exhausted, really needing to consciously carve out some time and space for you, and I hope that you are managing to do that or able to do that.
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As we move into these final couple of weeks, these final days, really, of 2025, I want to share something that happened for me and my community this week in hopes that it will help you to give yourself the permission that you need to prioritize yourself.
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I actually had an event that I was meant to run in my community on Monday, so yesterday morning, and I had to pull the event. I like to have the space to tune in and prepare for it.
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And on Sunday, I was met with this wave of immense exhaustion. We were coming through the new moon and going into the solstice, which was on December 22nd here in Australia. December 21st, if you are in the States.
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And my gosh, it was so overwhelming, this wave of exhaustion, that I really had no choice to but to listen to what my body was telling me. And for me, it's so important that I show up in integrity, that I show up with the capacity to give.
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And I know that I'm no good if I don't have that capacity in the past, like a previous version of me would have pushed through because I had made that commitment and people were showing up, and I didn't want to let these people down. 2.0. Amy as an embodiment teacher, I know that first and foremost, we have to check in with ourselves.
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And I know that I'm serving no one if I'm not able to show up with integrity, with truth. And as the best version of myself, I know that I'm not serving anyone. And this is really. I'm sharing this because this is a reminder of what embodiment is about.
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It's not about bypassing, it's not about ignoring, it's not about pushing it down. It's about understanding and appreciating and really honoring the way in which your body and your energy and your soul is communicating with you all of the time.
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Gone are the days when we can just let those things go. We can ignore the signs and the signals and the ways that our, soul and our body cries out for attention. And for me, that was clearing the slate. It was pausing. It was trusting that I've done enough.
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It was trusting that if I'm not able to show up for those in my community in this way at this time, it's not for the highest good of them. And so I postponed the event. And it was interesting because I actually had some beautiful women from my community reaching out saying, thank you for modeling this.
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Thank you for leading the way and showing us how to honor the way in which our body's speaking to us. Now. This is important at this time of the year. Why? Because we do tend to deprioritize that. We do tend to put others first. And this isn't about being selfish.
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This isn't about not putting others first and not looking after ourselves. But this is about first and foremost understanding that you are a divine spiritual being. You are a soul. Your soul is in communication with you at, all times, particularly when you come back into this awakened state of realizing that I'm not my separate self.
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One of the practices that I've been doing lately is really tuning into the essence of I am, throughout history and throughout many spiritual teachings. I mean, it comes through the Bible, but it comes through many other religious and spiritual teachings.
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It is said that the, the mantra or the statement of I am Or I am, that I am immediately brings us back into a state of connection and coherence with the divine call that God love source universe.
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And it strips us bare of all of the other conditioning that says that we are separate from that which is source, that which is the creative source of energy, that which is one. So I am, brings us immediately back into that coherence and it dissolves all of the identities that create a level of separation.
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So all the ways that say the roles that we define. So I am a mother, or I am a nurse, or I am a sister, I am a daughter, I am a friend, I am a co worker, I am an employee, I'm an entrepreneur, I'm a speaker, I'm a leader. All of the things that we often put after I am, And when we come back.
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And in the yogic philosophy, this is known as so hum. The mantra is so hum, which is I am, And if you are only ever to do one, one more mantra in your whole entire life, and this is why these, these teachings have swung back around for me beautifully, where that is one of the mantras.
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It's the mantra that I, am embodying on a daily basis that I've been really guided to come back into resonance with. And it's such a beautiful thing when you do this. It brings you straight back into your connection with Source and you're able to let dissolve the ego ways.
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The ego is always telling us that we are not that. That we are not that yet. That that is coming, that I'm not rich, that I'm not abundant, that I haven't got that yet, right? So the ego is the part of us that believes that we are separate from all that is.
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That believes that we are not that. Our, soul, self, the truth that comes through our soul is that I am already. That I am, that which I am seeking. I am that love, that abundance, that wealth, all of that that we see already is here already resides within us.
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So when we are not that, when we believe that we're not that we are believing in the illusion of our conditioning, which tells us that we are separate from that which we desire, that we are separate from Source.
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The invitation that I'm offering through this podcast, the invitation that I'm offering you at this time is to come back home, dissolve the. Those identities, that which you are not.
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And any beliefs that you are separate from what it is that you truly desire, that you are separate from your soul, soul, essence. Anything that is taking you away from that is not truth is the illusion.
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So this morning in my practice, I was really brought into this resonance of the I am, And I was shown so clearly that we trip up when we believe the ego, when we believe I have to do this to get that.
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I have to do this to be worthy of that. I have to do this first. When we remember that we are wholeness, we are not banishing out the ego. And I know people will say ego death.
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And that is a Concept, the ego doesn't need to die. The ego just needs to remember who it is. The ego just needs to remember and be brought into wholeness. And when we are in wholeness, that's when we can create anything, not from a place of doing and going out and making it happen, but by being in our energy and in our essence.
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So let's bring this back around why it's so important, important at this time that even in our day, even in our motion, even when we are in the holiday spirit and we are with family and we are pulled naturally in different directions, our, conditioning is going to say things like, I need to do this.
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I need give to this person. I need to make sure this person's okay. I need to control this. When you notice, when you become aware of the patterning of the ego that's so familiar, when you become aware, straight away you bring your power back.
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Straight away you return to Source. The gap between who we are now and what we desire to have or where we desire to be or what we desire to experience is in the forgetting is when we think that we actually have to go and figure it out and do it and hustle and abandon ourselves.
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And I think that the most self abandonment tends to happen around this time of year because it is so conditioned by society and our culture and the expectation of others.
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So the invitation right now is what happens? What if you were to be radically self responsible, radically self loving, and your conditioning is going to say that selfish.
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So what happens when you notice that voice saying that and you bring it into the light of wholeness and you say, if I actually believe that I am one with the Creator, if I actually believe that I am Source because I am, part of that oneness, I'm not separate from it.
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Not ever, not for a second, not for a moment. Never, ever, ever have been. Then how could I not? If I really believe that, how could I not treat myself with so much love and kindness and space and respect and self honoring?
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How can I not love up my vessel just as much, if not more than I would love up my children or my parents or my neighbors or my employees, whatever it is?
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Because in truth, we can. I. We cannot give to others if we don't first know how to take care of ourselves, how to take care of our soul.
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And what actually happens when we do that is that life responds in the most beautiful way to not only honor us by bringing us the support, the ease, the help, the experiences and the synchronicities, but it also honors those in our lives.
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It also honors our children. It also honors those we care about. So we, are modeling this and modeling embodiment. Modeling soul embodiment, self embodiment. And one of those best ways is to anchor back into the frequency of I am, which is love, which is truth.
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When we model that, we lead not from a place of look at me out here, but from a place of come with me. From a place of you, too, can offer yourself this.
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And can you imagine what it would be like living in a world where we all practiced soul embodiment, where we all knew how to take care of ourselves and how to place, ourselves first? I mean, my gosh. So what would that look like for you?
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Like, just contemplate that for a moment. What would that really look like for you? If you took the space to step out of the conditioning patterns of what you tend to do at this time of year, and you did something radically different, and you took yourself out, or you gave yourself a beautiful rest.
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So many people are needing deep rest this time of the year. Or you cancel, like I had to do yesterday. And that ended up being a gift for other people because it gave other people that modeling and that permission to go, you know what?
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There's something else that I need to cancel in my life. There's something else that I need to say no to. And I know in doing that, it's going to open up more space for the light of the Creator to come in. We cannot receive what we are wanting to receive in 2026.
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Remember, the universe has it all. It is all here waiting and ready for us. The only thing that's stopping us is that we might feel like we do not have the vessel, that we do not have the space and the capacity to receive that because it's so full up with our conditioning and our obligations and the way that we give out.
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And we don't know how to receive. So life waits for us to become the match. And how do we come. How do we become the vibratory match through I am to become like that which we are desiring?
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What is it that we are truly desiring at the heart of it all? It's not the car. It's not the house. It's not even the love relationship. It's not even the money in the bank or the job opportunity. Like, it's not any of that. We know this, right? What is it that we are actually like, let's strip it all back.
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What is it that you hand on heart and tune into this for Yourself. What is it that you're actually craving? What is it that your soul is actually seeking? It's not the thing. It is deep peace, presence. Presence.
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Not the presence under the Christmas tree. Presence, expansion, unlimited, untapped abundance. What is that? It's freedom. Freedom to make the choices that you want to make when you want to make them.
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Freedom to be all of who you are in your truth and in your authenticity. And that is the most refreshing, dynamic, potent gift that you can give the world, the world that is seeking truth, that is seeking resonance.
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You can impact the resonance of your environment, your room, your family, by you being in your truth and in your spaciousness. And yes, that might require, at this time of year, saying a few no's, giving yourself space, placing your hand on your heart and saying, you're doing an amazing job.
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You have got this. Because how are you going to allow your frequency to lead you into these next couple of weeks as we move out of 20, 25 and into 20? So you're going to go in as the same person. We don't do the identity work out here where we conceptualize it.
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The identity work happens within us. Who am I really? Who am I when I am in my truth? Who am I when I'm most relaxed and at peace? Who am, I when I am my truest, most authentic self? Am I running around like a crazy woman trying to tick off all the to do list?
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Am I trying to make other people see something or feel something? Am I trying to control the external?
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Most of the time, when you, when you tune into this, and this is the work that I do with my women, who am I? I'm at peace, I'm surrendered. I'm joyful, I'm fun, I'm loving, I'm present.
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Right? So how are you embodying that right now? Rather than waiting until the holidays over, until you've ticked off your to do list, until you've got a break, until you just get through Christmas, or you just get through New Year, or you just get to the end of school holidays, or you just get to.
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Whenever it is, we have to be able to change this language around because this paradigm of outsourcing or delaying our fulfillment and our freedom and our abundance needs to end here.
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And it doesn't happen through doing. It happens through you making one conscious choice after another. And the biggest, most beautiful conscious choice that you can make right now is to stop abandoning yourself, your needs, your body, and to start to listen.
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How is my body speaking to me right now? Where is My energy at. Am I in attunement with my essence, the part of me that is beyond this physicality, the part of me that wants to lead me in the most beautiful magical way?
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Am I in attunement with that? Or am I out in my ego self trying to make shit happen? Trying to be the good daughter or the good sister or wife or child or whatever it is? Mother, right?
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We tie ourselves into knots, into energetic knots, literally when we do that. And it doesn't ever. It's not like we all of a sudden get to a point where we go, oh, you know what, that's all done. I'm going to start to take care of me now.
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Because often when we do that, it's too late. Often when we do that, there's already a level of self denial or self betrayal or discordance in our field that can then manifest as something bigger, can then manifest in our physicality.
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But it always starts with your energy. We are energy beings. So what is the way that I need to. This is a question to ask yourself. What is a way that I could take care of my energy being right now?
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What is a way that I can start to prioritize my frequency over my action? And what is a way that I can start to model that for the people around me, which is the most incredible gift that I can give them this Christmas? And yeah, that's not to say that it won't stir, something up, that it might trigger something, you know, like quite often when this starts to happen and women reclaim their power and start to prioritize themselves in a new way, people who are feeling out of alignment or have been living out of alignment might start to say things like, who does she think she is going for a sleep in the middle of the day when there's all this work to do?
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Or who does she think she is going and traveling the world? Or who do you think she is prioritizing herself in this way? And that's the little friction, the trigger. That is a portal, is a gateway for those who are experiencing.
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And I've spoken about this before, right? Our emotions, our charged emotions or our, triggers are opportunities to go, oh, there's a wound here, there's something here. I'm not going to ignore this wound anymore.
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I'm going to tend to it. I'm going to speak to it. I'm going to see what is the version of me that needs something here. Because there's always a need behind a wound. And so this, my friends, is this practice of remembrance, of, I want to say soul reclamation and soul retrieval, where we are uncovering the parts of ourselves that have maybe felt deprioritized or maybe felt pushed to the side and we bring ourselves back into wholeness.
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But it starts just with these simple moments in choosing again, choosing to live and breathe and make choices and take action from the. I am not from the conditioning. So I hope that this lands, that this lands in your body and this meets you in your soul and meets you in your heart.
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And notice that we'll jump up into the mind when we try to conceptualize it. This, you don't need to conceptualize this. The Creator, Source, God has everything here for you already. But if we are so caught up in our conditioning, we're not creating the space for that energy to come in and co create miracles in our lives.
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And I know that if you are listening to this podcast, you are at a certain level of awakening and embodiment and your soul has led you here and you are playing in this field, on this playground of life.
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And it doesn't need to be heavy, it doesn't need to be serious. Even the greatest challenges that you might be experiencing in your life, the ego might say, this is the worst thing, this is the hardest thing that's happened to me. Why am I going through this? Whatever that challenge is, we're not diminishing that, but we're giving ourselves this opportunity to see even within that, that God is present, that the light is present.
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And when we connect with I am, we basically say to the divine, you take over, you lead, and that divine is in you. It's in me, it's in everyone. So in the essence of co creating with the divine, ask yourself, in what ways does the divine want me to take care of me today?
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In what ways does the divine want me to show up today? And when you do this, you tap into your higher self, you allow your higher self to lead you.
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And for the people and women who are experiencing this, even those big hurdles and big mountains that, that they might be crossing in those big challenges that to the mind, to the ego would seem insurmountable, are finding that they are moving through it with more grace and more ease and more support than they have ever experienced before.
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And this is what happens when you come back online, when you remember who you are and when you let your soul lead. And this work, it's so magical, but it's also so, so grounded, so real.
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And that's what I love to do, is, is bring the mystical into the Mundane bring the concepts that might seem like they're big external mystical concepts and ground them into reality. That is the work that I do.
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That is the work that I'm going to be taking a group of women through in my eight week program which is called Soul Embodied manifestation. Yes, we manifest, but the manifestation is not the end goal. Manifestation is the byproduct of who you become when you dissolve the illusion and you remember who you are in every moment, in every day is possible.
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From that place is infinite. Right? And we're not holding back. And, and you will know if you are ready for this. You will know and you will just know it in your heart and you will know it in your soul if you are ready for this.
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And this is the accumulation, the synthesis of all of the work that I have been doing over my whole adult life. Like I have been doing this work since I was 16 years old. And this is the paradigm shift that we are bringing through that we are, birthing and the time is now.
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And the other thing that the women that I've been working with as well, they're not just embodying this now. They are starting to lead with this work. They are starting podcast, they are starting to coach their own clients with this. So this isn't just your own inner, work that you're doing, but then being able to lead others in whatever profession you are in or it's going to take you into attunement with your sole purpose and what you're here to do.
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I am so, so excited about this program and if you join before the end of the year, you get the early bird pricing. So make sure you click on the link in bio. If this is resonating with you, I would love to have you there. I've got such a beautiful group of women already.
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This is a high touch program. I am with you every week for the lives. We will also have a community group where we can connect and you will have practices that you can do and all of the practices are really to bring you into that place of. I am to bring you into that place of soul alignment so that that becomes your new normal.
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Because at the moment likely your conditioning is your normal and that's what keeps us stuck on old timelines. But 2026 is the year because this is the one year. This is the fire Horse. We have momentum, we have that wind at our backs, we have the Angelics here supporting us.
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The next two years are going to be really big, but they are asking you to come home to yourself. They are asking you to be deeply embodied in your truth and in the world that we are living in which we are bombarded with the intellect and the AI and all of the information that is at the touch of a finger.
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Our embodiment is our most sacred resource and we create worlds through that. And so I bring together the practical with the spirituality, with the leadership.
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Because the women I'm working with as well, they're now sharing their voice, they are channeling through from their soul. And it is incredible to watch because your soul has big plans here. And you can either be on the expansion train, or you can stay on the platform, or you can jump on the familiar train.
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But what you receive, what you experience will be the choice you make. You know, it's amazing. I. My daughter has a job that she. She's a teenager, so she has a job that she's working. She's worked in a couple of years and recently we've had so many people just in the community when she shared where she's worked or I've even seen this in community pages of people saying like, oh my gosh, this is a terrible employer to work for.
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People turn over, like staff, don't stay even. Just had someone today, another person said, I've heard it's a terrible, you know, environment. And she has not had that experience. She has been there for two years and she has not had that experience.
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And it's not that she's ignoring something that she's not seeing, but it's not her reality because her vibration isn't there. She's not plugged into the static and the noise and the drama. She's holding her resonance. She's going in, doing her shift, coming out, and it is just not her reality.
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And I was talking with her in the car about this saying, like, this is phenomenal. Like, you are living on a different timeline where you are not experiencing that which many are experiencing. And that's. She said, yeah, it's about my energy, mom. Like, she said that.
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She said, it is about where my energy's at. And so she's choosing. She's not on that train. She's not on that train. She's on a train where her energy is leading, saying, this is what I experience in my life. And she's been co creating some phenomenal things, going from being a dancer where she was always at the back of the dance, to shifting her energy to identify as someone who is chosen, who is dancing at the front.
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And now she's dancing at the front of all of her dances, and she's a phenomenal dancer, and I'm so proud of her. But we do this, right? And if we don't do this, if we don't choose this for ourselves, then we are staying on that platform or we are jumping into that other train.
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And I don't know why the train analogy came, but I'm seeing this as two trains, two timelines. Both are existing in a world, but the world that you experience is going to be reflective of the energy and what you are choosing. So if you're choosing not to prioritize yourself, if you're choosing not to take risks, right?
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Because the soul is always going to guide you into places that feel challenging, that feel unfamiliar, but you have signed up for that. And your soul is only going to guide you to what you have the capacity for. So if something is here showing you, and you can feel that, but you're letting the ego mind come in, say, no, I can't afford that right now, or, no, I don't have the time for that, or no, I have to put that off because the kids need me, or whatever it is, then you are staying on that similar train and you get to choose.
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And this is the new Earth, Right? The New Earth. And I followed a lot of Dolores Cannon's work. I'm not sure if you've connected in with her. She's no longer here in this. In this realm, in this world. But she did a lot around quantum hypnosis, healing, a type of hypnotherapy which connects, you with past lives.
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She's written a number of books, and she always spoke about this kind of splitting of the Earth and what I've come to know, because initially I thought, like, oh, are we going to go somewhere into this new Earth? The new Earth is here right now. It's here. And it's available to you right now. And it's not available through any big grandiose.
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Like, this is available moment to moment, by what you are choosing, where your consciousness is sitting. Are you in the static and the noise and the obligation and the responsibility and the probability? Or are you playing in the realm of the infinite?
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Are you playing in the realm of limitless possibility? Knowing that if I have this desire, it's actually already done. There's a timeline here for me, and I'm going to step into that timeline now. And this is a choice between it being hard, life being hard, there being scarcity, separation, all the trials and tribulations, people being unkind, all of the drama and the gossip.
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And like all of that, or things being easy, abundance being available, overflow being on tap, life supporting you, things always working out for you, only surrounding yourself with loving, beautiful people.
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How does that come about? It comes about by what you choose and your energy and the frequency that you are putting out there. It really can be that simple. But if this feels newer to you, or if you still find that you're kind of jumping in between timelines and you're not quite sure how to anchor in this frequency and you're not quite sure how to really tap into your limitless self and live as that on the daily without getting pulled back into the old conditioning, then this is the place for you.
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Soul Embodied manifestation link is in the show notes. So I. I want to thank you all once again. It's been such an honor and such a joy and a pleasure to show up in this way. And I've moved through my own obstacles and hurdles around being a channel around sharing the spiritual wisdom which hundreds of years ago I'm sure I would have been burned at the stake for doing it.
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And probably have. And maybe you have too, if you were listening to this, because anyone that was really in their truth or a little bit different was outcast, was canceled, was silenced, was killed. And we have that memory in our DNA.
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And so for me, this podcast has been so healing and it's given me an opportunity to share truth that I know wants to come through me. And I hazard a guess that if you are listening to this podcast, you have your own wisdom and truth and teachings that also want to come through you.
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And it's really interesting because they're the women that I'm helping at the moment. They're the women that are coming into my coaching and I'm helping them to remember because we don't do this alone. And I can tell you I haven't done this alone. I have had coaches and I still have. I am in groups that support me as well.
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So this transformation and this awakening journey doesn't happen in silence and it doesn't happen alone. So whether this is me or someone else, reach out and receive the support. Place yourself in the communities and in the rooms and in the programs with people who are walking, their talk, with others who are growing and leading from that place of soul alignment and deep truth and authenticity.
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Thank you so much. I wish you all a most beautiful and easeful and abundant Christmas season. As I said, this is the last episode for this year. I will see you on the other side. Please, if you haven't already.
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I would love it if you could review this podcast if it speaks to you, share it with someone you love. Make sure that you click the Follow or the subscribe button on whatever platform that you are listening to this on. I thank you from the bottom of my heart. And please remember to take care of you in whatever way you feel guided to from your soul.
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Because your soul is always communicating to you. And it's so beautiful when I. When I've been coaching women for a while and they, see the shift from them into doing manifestation or doing soul alignment or even doing spirituality right, into being it, into living it, into becoming the manifestation, into being their soul essence.
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And it's. It's just so beautiful because this isn't something we do. This is who we are. And that's such a powerful shift when we live as the embodied version of ourselves, not as the one who does it, because then we're still identifying with the ego. So I'm going to leave you on that note to ponder and sending you so much love to you and your family.
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And I will see you in 2026.